mad tears in my eyes
all the surprise
emotions popping up
unexpectedly
like peanutbutter crackers
tossed in my coat
given to me
to eat forcefully
he never touching me
still my one and only
from the fuckin lonely
period that lasted
so long unbearable
forlorn and miserable
for months
on end
there was only his hand
at the keyboard
my eyes at the monitor
waiting for him to call
in and assure me
and ask how I was doing
he became the first
and foremost
but never the one
for me to access
never a recess
in here though
the most important
sure he is yo
and fuck
stupidass Plato

szinamondta 4/09/2004 02:49:00 AM

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